Failing?

Posted under Family News by Vicki

There are times that I wonder if I’m failing as a mother. The girls are the light of my life, my reason for living, and yet there are times when I get upset with them, or take my personal frustrations out on them. Please remember that I am only human, and perhaps you have done the same thing at some point also.

Des went to school crying, because of a few things I said in the car. *sigh* I was sorry about 2 seconds after I left the school, but by then I couldn’t apologize to her. I am sorry that I upset her, sorry that I, the one that should love and protect her, was the one that made her cry over something so silly and stupid I never should have opened my mouth. God please forgive me for screwing up again!!!

I pray that Des understands and will forgive my mistake. I don’t want to be the cause of her unhappiness!! So often it seems that I am, and I hate that!!!